You're my mystery,

Limited.

2009-07-12T18:10:00.002+08:00

god knows how much i'm like suffering with this stiff body,
limiting th motion of my upper body.

my abs are like aching due to th situps during pe & oschool.
i can't laugh. and guess what,i can't straighten my upper body.
hurt like (i can't find a word).

my arms are aching due to th push ups ytd.
and this is kinda connected to my back.
i can't arch my back,i can't straighten my back,i can only hunch.
which is a verrrrrrrrrry bad news.

had a hard time sleeping ytd.

argh. for not warming up/stretching for a long period of time, take tht!

The funnest thing on Earth.

2009-07-11T21:27:00.014+08:00

Oschool.

MRT.

Cold Rock.

Void Deck.

view more at: *click*

had super duper loads of fun today.
went Oschool and took Ryan's class today! Whee.
after sweating a waterfall,we head to Holland Village for reward!
COLD ROCK,COLD ROCK,COLD ROCK.
if you can dream it,we can ice cream it.
they ice cream it,i love it. hahahaha.

felicia and i were super high tdy,for god knows why! haha.

Me: Very fun!
Fel: Super fun. Duper fun.
Me: It's like th funnest thing on Earth.
Fel: Wht kind of english is tht.
Me: Shut up!!!

haha. laughed reaaaaaaal alot.
was totally an adventure.
first time heading to the newly located Oschool.
and first time to Cold Rock.
lady luck and lady direction was on our side.
we managed to find it,succesfully.

headed back to hougang and danced at th void deck.
tdy was rly dancified. hahahahahaha.
thank you felicia koh ya wen.

Final goodbye

2009-07-09T20:54:00.001+08:00

i want to go holland village,please!!!!!!!

school tdy was fun! laughed alot!
haha.

most probably,this shall be my last post.
well,until after th O's.
no more comp,no more tv for me.

wish me luck!

shall update when i feel i should.

22209. Vividly in my mind.

2009-07-08T21:24:00.004+08:00

farid caught my hair when i entered school.
i was without a pin/clip in possession la.
i-r-r-i-t-a-t-i-n-g.

something happened during recess again.
not th same incident,but had th same feeling.
should i be happy? or should i be (i can't find a word)?
i had mixed feelings. i missed those times.
yet,at th same time,it sent chills down my spine.
sighs.

it suddenly brought me back t th 4 days.
:'(

B-lack.

2009-07-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

anilama and i found out something.
and had a conversation.
some parts deleted to cover identity.

Sharz says:
*BLACK WILL ALWAYS BE BLACK
*BLACK SKIN
*BLACK HEART
♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*YEAHHHHHHHHHH
*HAHAHAHAHA
*EVERYTHING ALSO BLACK
Sharz says:
*YEAH!
*:D
*AND IS NOT ONLY BLACK
*IS SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER BLACK
*hahahahha
♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*HAHAHAHAHA
*YEAHHH
*AND ROTTEN
*PLUS THE ROTTEN SMELLL
*LOL
Sharz says:
*YEAH!
*HAHHAHAHAHHAHA
*AND THE UGLY SMILE
*BLACK SMILE
*YELLOW TEETH
♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*HAHAHAHA
Sharz says:
*BAD BREATH

♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*BLACK TEETH LA
*HAHA
Sharz says:
*HAHHA
*YEAH
*BLACK TONGUE
*HAHHAHA
♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*BLACK GUMS
*EWWWWW
Sharz says:
*HAHAHHAHAHHAHA!
♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*SUPER VLACK
**BLACK
Sharz says:
*YEAH LAH!
*LIKE AT NIGHT RLY CNT SEE AT ALL
*HAHAHHAHAHAH
♥amalina⁵ [: says:
*LOL YEAH !
*ONLY CAN SEE THE EYES
*;0

haha. we get very evil when we want or have to.
we'll def make a good debate team.

You're Not Alone - MJ.

2009-07-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

haven't been tributing anything to th late michael jackson.
so,here's my tribute to him.

You're Not Alone - Michael Jackson. (1958-2009)

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
And I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
And I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

On the happy note,

2009-07-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 0507,05&07!

XOXO,bestf!

TBG 2009 VIDEOS!

2009-07-04T15:54:00.005+08:00

found some videos on TBG 2009.
shall share it with you guys here. i forgot th sequence,
but whtever. just watch them.

Introduction.

COOLMINT!

PINK DOLLARZ!

NRA!(NP)

LOCAL CREW!

STYLES FROM BEYOND!

FREAKY KLOWNZ!

WRECING CREW ORCHESTRA!

O-CREW!!!

i can't find a video of them at tbg.
but this is th routine they did!
f-a-b-u-l-o-u-s!

PHILLIPINES ALL-STAR!!!!

Just for laughs

2009-07-03T21:37:00.003+08:00

this is with huiru and khairul.
haha.

H1N1 - paranoid.

2009-07-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

i was this close to contracting h1n1.
so the story goes like this.

A's dad & sister was quarantined,for confirmed cases of h1n1.
A went for boxing on wednesday.
A sparred with B.
B went out with C th next day,thursday.
C went out with me th day after,friday.
C received a phonecall from D,saying tht A have contracted h1n1,
due to th fact tht,he's under th same roof with his dad & sister.
C panicked,called B. B panicked. I panicked.
it's all linked. and it's too late.
C's coughing,B's feeling feverish. me,shivering through th night.
didn't attend school today. partly,worried. and,overslept.

went for oral. was this close to being sent back home.
my temperature was rather high,despite taking it for 5 times.
i was worried,def! wht if i had contracted with h1n1.
i was afraid. i don't know wht to do.

sat at another corner,and th temperature was alright.
weird. like poof*,it changed.
phew was i lucky cause boy was th passage easy to read!
heh. may have screwed abit on conversation due to language,
but i think my content is alright! heh.

texted on C to ask for th checkup result.
and he said it's alright.
so,i'm free from h1n1! yeay!!!!!!!

after oral,went for table barbeque dinner with mummy&granny.
my tummy feels like exploding now. damn. -_-
so much calories added alr. just so,so much!

s.
i.
g.
h.
s.

Claims.

2009-07-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhh. i cabbed agn to school tdy!
:(

how i wish they claims. haha.
bet everybody's gonna cab to school if tht happens!

someth happened ytd.
should i be happy?
did you do tht to make me happy?
or should i be disgusted?
after all those things......
sighs. idiot.

it's oky,i kno i hav my laogong:D

Girls are not fruits.

2009-06-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

managed to catch fighting spiders tdy.
sad episode,eh. poor annie. i hate simon.

anyway,tdy was such a long day.
bt had fun though. it feels like extended curriculum.
and i'm still in my holiday mood!!!!!!!!
ohmygod,wake up,wake up!

MT O Oral is this Friday.
Super,am i prepared to retake Malay O at th end of th year.
I can't talk in malay. I screwed th written paper. +_+
all lies on th fact tht i was late. +_+

talkin about late.......
2nd day in school,2nd cab ride to school.
I SERIOUSLY HAVE TO HAVE TIME MANAGEMENT MAN.
cab fares are like 3/4 of my per day allowance due to extra charges.
damn. i need a wake up call. wait,tht's not enough.
i need someone to pull me out from bed,push me into th bathroom,
check on me when i'm gettin ready and be sure i'm out of house by 715.
apparently,no one in this house wants to help me with tht:'(

cabbing no more,please!
and thank you to all of you for your good lucks for my orals.
heh,i guess i rly need tht alottttttttttttt.

TBG 2009,continued.

2009-06-30T00:19:00.006+08:00

as promised,i shall update your guys on th dopest concert ever,
THE BIG GROOVE 2009!!!

envious with japanese girls dance crew,cool mint.
only aged 11 - 13,they're all very eye-opening.
a must watch,i shall say. they danced with full of energy.
and their synchronisation was perfect most of th time.
sometimes i wonder if they are clones. haha.
their dance steps are simpler compared to th other items.
but their energy level was superior to the rest of them.
face th fact,they're only 11-13. +_+

another eye-opening,heart drumming performance,
was by the world hip hop champion,philipine all-star.
damn. they're like carryin dead corpse,like wht yuer said.
seriously. there was strength,energy like WOW.
many flips here and there. a-may-zinc!!!!!

lastly,lots of respect to Ocrew!
they danced like non-stop 20mins,damn!
an syf item is alr killing me,wht more 20mins. +_+
d-o-p-e! energy level was thrilling.

th best is they paid a tribute to MJ.
a moment of silence was conducted for th late MJ.
another dance crew(i forgot which), held up this banner tht says,
WE'LL MISS YOU,MJ!

a pity ryan didn't perform.
i guess it was due to his spine injury.
anyhow,we met him after th show and had a picture taken!

oh yeah,not forgetting hamzah's dance crew,pink dollarz.
hahahaha. super sexy. expected tht from him though.
i'm guessing,he shakes his ass more thn i do. +_+
it's rather rare to see guys with those sexy dance moves!

th concert started at 1930 and ended at 2300.
all th time,i was at th edge of my seat.
eagerly,very concentrated on watching th items!
for a subsidised tix priced only 10$,it's totally worth it.
with dance crews from many other countries,
there shouldn't be any reason to give this dance concert a miss.
i'm looking forward to TBG 2010 alr!!!!!

next year,def gg to queue earlier to get better seats man.
i'll be a typical singaporean just for tht once.
perhaps,i don't even have to queue.
who knows i'll be performing for next year's TBG!
HAHAHHAH. DREAM ON,GIRL. (+_+zZzZzZz)

pictures taken with fellow BDCs who attended.
thank you all for the wonderful night!

felicia.

zien.

cindy.

yanting.

huilin.
yuer.

keith,cindy,edwin.

felicia,edwin,keith.

ending off with,

Original yet Outstanding,
Going Out-of-the-box.
We're anything but ordinary......

TBG 2009!

2009-06-29T00:26:00.003+08:00

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update more tml.
:D

Guigui to Dad.

2009-06-28T12:38:00.001+08:00

guigui! omg. this made me cry.
like a running tap.

Falling Slowly dance.

2009-06-28T01:35:00.001+08:00

ohmygod,another must watch!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn,i love love love this.

It feels like forever.

2009-06-27T17:09:00.001+08:00

finally,i'm like quite satisfied with my blogskin.
changed song too! feel th beat,get up and start dancing yaw!

get a sense of originality please.

Killing my legs softly.

2009-06-26T23:49:00.005+08:00

jonzel!

lucas!!!!

chloe!!

siblings.

because their joy is my joy.

they drew a smile on my face.

this spells sibling love.

their joy brings me joy. i love little kiddos.
in love with these few here. hope to see you guys again!
east coast park was oky. thanks to it,i've got like 3 bruises on my leg.
fell like god damn 3 times. a big thank you to Kok(especially),Phone & Mins!
Haha.

Kok said: The first time she fell,very graceful one. No signal. Just gracefully fall.
Second time,got signal. AHHHH! But signal too late,then fell on the butt.
Third time,got signal. But fell too fast then don't know how she fall one.

HAHA. People first time fall 3 times quite good le leh!
And yeah! i banged into a metal railing. OUCH!

went arcade. and god knows how,i got this cut on my toe.
bleeding like quite profusely. thanks 4wezombz.

a very big thankyou to 4wezombz,Kok & Phone for th wonderful day.

our first shop and we love it.

angeline!

had a great laugh during lunch.

shopping with anilama & angeline yesterday.
yes,i was killing my legs. after th rollerblading and long walks,
another shopping session? damn.
and i said about sleeping early.
end up i didn't. hahahaha.
met up at amk. went town and shopped like crazyxzxzxz.
th only rest my legs had was during lunch.
but tht killed my butt. haha. never have i felt this painful before.

and what's the plan today?
a good rest at home! haha.
maybe practising dance later.
yikes,that's gg to hurt my legs even more.

and forgoodness sake people,
get a sense of originality. get a life.

In my world,everyone would want t save th Earth.

2009-06-25T21:38:00.001+08:00

tdy,east coast park with 4wesome,phone&kok!
more updates tml,mayb.
tml,anilama&angeline!
sleep early tdy. my legs are killing me.
thanks to th rollerblades and th slippers.

24/06. Movie Marathon.

2009-06-25T01:28:00.004+08:00

met up with anilama.
we had this telepathy of wearin th same coloured top.
with the same coloured bottom & th same coloured bag!
went hougang mall and thn to hot spot. heh.

oh shitxzxzxz. i'm supposed t wake up early tml.
which means,i have t sleep early!
it's 130 nd i'm still awake?
tht is not sleeping early!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he's just not that into you,get it?
no? thn forget it.

Webcam with Huiru.

2009-06-24T00:23:00.005+08:00

webcam with huiru!
she,overly obssesed with her dumbo!
hahahahhahaa:D

the bear damn cool oky!
will follow her head movements!

it can wink too! c-o-o-l.

oops,i fed her french fries! HAHA

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

2009-06-22T17:38:00.004+08:00

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

sighs. reminds me of someone.
i rmbrd telling anilama:
he won't dump girls. is girls dump him.

BULLSHIT.

still try to explain to me this and that,this and that.
that you and her is not this and that,this and that.
in the end,it's this and that.

Conversations.

2009-06-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

yes,i was braggin about comel,the cute cat:D

started playing with the handwriting tab.

GUESS WHAT IS THIS!!!!!

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WTF RIGHTXZXZXZXZ! HAHAHA.

this is with huiru:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH!

20/06. Flag Day.

2009-06-20T23:21:00.006+08:00

forever sleeping husband.

tang yee lin.

khairul.

husband and i were bored. so we started drawing. haha.

wow! wide awake le! haha.

didn't go for oschool cause i was late!!!!!!!!
1350 thn reach plaza sing. totally not enuff time. :'(
and couldn't get a cab la. irritating!@#$%^&*()_+!

Aching legs.

2009-06-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

went back yuanching on wed.
DANCE CAMP 2009:D:D:D

well,didn't know much of th juniors though.
but still,friendly people. got to make friends with them.
first day,instructor taught us old school and new style hiphop.

attended old school hiphop.
slacked outside with 4wesome nd th guys during new style.
heh.

thn watched dance movie,Honey.
and helped them prepare for treasure hunt! HAHAH.
YELLOW TEAM DIED LIKE SIAO UNDER MY HANDS:D
sorry guys. but yellow2 was awesome. haha.
after treasure hunt,about 9+ left jurong and head home.
thank you weina and yoksan for sending me to the mrt station!

next day,woke up early and head back to jurong.
played games then attended lyrical jazz.
wa. flexibilty totally worsened. ._.
now my legs and butt are aching!!!!!!!!
yikes. but i super love the dance.

well,photos and videos next time.
i'm tired. flag day tml.
with these aching legs and butt,i'm sure to die.
+_+

maybe gg Oschool also:D:D:D
can't waaaaaaaait!@#$%^&*()_+

Stop th hunger.

2009-06-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

YEAY MY MCDELIVERY IS HERE!
I WANT MY NUGGETS:D

Currently.

2009-06-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

hungry!!!!!
+_+

Conversation.

2009-06-16T10:47:00.006+08:00

slept at about 3 ytd.
was playin game until someone added me in msn.

from hyper,i slowly turned sad.
he said:

when u are sad
no one is there for u
not even your family members
friends around are juz laughinq wif you
when u are feelinq sad ..
no one knows abt it.
they can't even sense it ?
all they wan is favour for u
good things from u
after they gotten what they wan
they juz kick u to one side
and left u there alone
then when they need u again
they talk-ed to u first

nd i realized,he's gg through exactly what i'm gg thru.
i feel so helpless. idk wht to do.
i gave him advices.
but on th other hand,i myself am not heeding them.
what's the point.

sigh.
the feeling is back.

Marie Digby!!!

2009-06-13T15:18:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOD. I LOVE MARIE DIGBY!

her songs are like superb.

Dance.

2009-06-12T15:51:00.007+08:00

i was youtubing.
found 2 dance videos i rly rly rly love.

this gave me goosebumps.
i loveeeeeee it. my favourite! MUST WATCH.

the 2nd video is also nice! watch it.

this reminds me. i have t start choreographing a dance!
i hope i make it through!
:D

Marie Digby's Traffic.

2009-06-11T23:34:00.003+08:00

This is the third time this week
That I find myself wandering down your street
And I can't seem to give it up.
And I've even stopped making these excuses
For why you're stuck here in my thoughts
When it's been long enough.
And I try to keep myself moving,
But I'm not going anywhere.

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

Guess I should be happy now
Everything is back to how it was
Before you came around
I'm already changing
I've even tried to find a new distraction
But still you surround
As if it's not hard enough
And I try to keep myself moving
But I'm not getting anywhere

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head

A part of me thinks that I'm going crazy
The world's spinning
My vision is hazy
And none of this makes any sense
I never meant for this to end
I can do what I have to do...
If I could only get around you

I wait in the same spot
Brain like a parking lot
You're the traffic in my head
You're the reason that I'm wrecked
I pray for it to stop
Like rain on the sidewalk
The traffic in my head
You're the traffic in my head
There's just too much to forget

There's just too much to forget

There's just too much to forget ...

The burn of th scorching sun.

2009-06-11T20:30:00.003+08:00

tdy was alright.
accompanied ama t VJC for soccer trials.
hope she make it through! :D

my back is burnt.
thanks t the sun. -____-

now ama's dark! nd i think i'm a lil dark too.
:'(
:'(
:'(

The cat is out of the bag.

2009-06-11T08:58:00.001+08:00

i think my mum found my blog.
she asked me,"dance camp so important t you,uh?"
i ignored her. haha.

I don't kno wht shud i have for th title.

2009-06-10T15:28:00.003+08:00

I was 34 minutes late for lesson tdy!!!!
huiru went like ... Hello. you're late agn. ._.
unintentionally,oky! haha.

tdy was very slack.
i hate irresponsible teachers.
8-9 was chem. agn,attended half th lesson only.
9-1030 supposed t be JANE CHENG'S EMATHS LESSON.
but she was nowhere to be seen. -_- 3 periods break.
11-1230 supposed to be FARID'S PHYSICS LESSON.
he passed th msg saying it'll start @ 1130. fine.
1130,nowhere to be seen. -_- 3 periods break agn.
at 1230,geog. finally,lesson!

irritating teachers. so irresponsible.
please at least pass a message or smth.

nd i realized,it's so hard t get a nice wallet these days.
or mayb i'm too fussy. ytd at wallet shop,can't even find one i rly like.
-_-

currently: eating.
later: gg study room.
finally i'm meeting ama. it's been long!
got lots of things t tell her. mayb gud,mayb bad?
:X

these days.

2009-06-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

I seriously have to learn to be on time man.
I was 31 minutes late for class tdy. -________-
I was late for Malay Olevel.
I was late in meeting my friends these days.
i apologize,i apologize.

tdy was pretty a short day.
8-9 was chem,attended half th class only though. heh.
9-1030 was SS. had quizzes in pairs.
debates on which causes is the most significant..
very AWAKENING. heh...

and i'm back using Windows!
no more Mac! Hahah. no regrets,idris! XD

01/06. Lunch @ J8.

2009-06-01T21:09:00.000+08:00

29/05. Swimming @ Jurong.

2009-06-01T20:58:00.004+08:00

urge.

2009-06-01T20:52:00.001+08:00

i have th urge of plugging out my comp agn.
concentrate on studies now.
but wait,ther's still the tv!!!!!!!! -_____-
so many distractions.

P.S/ If you don't see me on9 alr,i've pluggd off my comp!
eh,wait. i haven't been on9 for 12859456265489years!
hahahahahahahhaha.

Yes.

2009-05-31T00:52:00.003+08:00

Yes,i'm in jurong.

Yes,i'm running away again.

Yes,i went swimming to let it all out.

Yes,i enjoyed myself.

Yes,i feel bad aft knowing it.

Yes,i don't feel like gg back to hougang.

Yes,i miss studying in yuanching.

Yes,i miss times with F.S.

Yes,i'm not okay.

Yes,i want to stop thinking about it.

Yes,i can't.

Yes,i know.

Yes,i'm stupid.

Yes,i'm dumb.

Yes,i suck.

Yes,you want me killed.

Yes,i'm losing my love for myself.

Yes,i'm losing love for everyone.

Yes,i'm lonely.

Yes,i've changed.

Yes,i'm weird.

Yes,i no longer got friends.

Yes,everyone hates me.

Yes,i'm super emo.

Yes,i want to cry.

Yes,i've been too kind.

Yes,i want to enjoy.

Yes,i want to have fun.

Yes,i want to be carefree.

Yes,malay O is this monday.

Yes,i haven't study.

Yes,i hope i pass.

Yes,i did quite badly for MYE.

Yes,i'm useless.

Yes,i'm rubbish to you.

Yes,i feel like ending life.

Yes,i'm trying to be strong.

Yes,i know i can't.

Yes,i know i shouldn't.

Yes,i'm not perfect.

Yes,i've lost my cat for the week.

Yes,i got no one to turn to.

Yes,i miss comel.

:'(

27/05. SOCCER FINALS!!!!!!!

2009-05-27T23:27:00.005+08:00

Bowen Soccer Girls are the BOMB.

2009-05-27T23:21:00.004+08:00

BOWEN SOCCER GIRLS ARE THE CHAMPION!!!!!!!!
SUPER DA BOMB!!!!!
Bowen vs Siglap: 1-0.

AND WAS SCORED BY #5, MY DEAREST BEST FRIEND, AMALINA!!!!!!!!!!!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD JOB MAN!!!!!!!!!

good game,girls.

Michelle was absolutely fabulous,catching those balls. lol.

Republic Poly's soccer field was filled with Bowenians.
Even the band came down,WITH THEIR INSTRUMENTS TOO!
hahahahha. how cool can tht be?

anyway,
GET A COPY OF STRAITS TIMES TML!!!
SOMEONE'S GG TO BE FEATURED,I GUESS!!!!:D

DANCE FAREWELL PARTY!!!!!!!!!! :D

2009-05-26T23:26:00.008+08:00

i lost some pictures taken during dance farewell party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OHMYGOD.

From end to end.

2009-05-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

ytd was dance farewell party.
stepped down,no more dance:'(
a big thank you to all the juniors for your hard work in making the party a success!
not forgetting both miss.chans.

skipped sku tdy.
too tired to come. woke up late anyway. -_-
took 165 from hougang to clementi.
took a train to boon lay. walked around jurong point.
took 30 to bedok. took 25 to ang mo kio.
gg on a bus ride from one end to the other really ease my mind.
i was happy.

at ang mo kio,watched night @ the museum 2.
niceeeeeee show. hilarious. i was laughing like _. haha.
DANCE SUBARU IS COMING SOOOON!
I HAVE HAVE HAVE HAVE HAVE TO WATCH IT NO MATTER WHAT!

@ about 7plus,verrrrrrrrrry emo.
broke down. 2 months ago...
sighs.
sighs.
sighs.

sorry A & R for bringing the mood down.

Katharine Mcphee's I Lost You.

2009-05-25T00:10:00.001+08:00

I could sit in this house
In this room, in this bed
Just as long as I'm feeling this way
And boy since you've been away
I cant sleep, I've been awake
I just lay here trying to deal with this pain..

Four walls and no you (wow)
The silence in this room is so loud
No one else can fix it but you

It's just so hard to face
I lost you
Why'd I throw your heart away
Now I'm going down
Lke I'm on the ground
I lost you, I lost you (baby)

I'm sitting here wishing I could change the past
Knowing deep inside I can't get my baby back
I lost you, I lost you
Oh baby I just cant stand the way that I lost you

I've been trying
To put the pieces of a picture
Back together
But it just dont look the same

(I feel sick I need a medic)
Cause my heart's stopped beating
And I feel like I'm slipping away
Four walls and no you (no you oh wow)
The silence in this room is so loud
No one else can fix it but you

It's just so hard to face
I lost you
why'd I throw your heart away
Now I'm going down
Like I'm on the ground
I lost you, I lost you

I'm sitting here wishing I could change the past
Knowing deep inside can't get my baby back
I lost you, I lost you
Oh baby I just cant stand the way that I lost you

And I don't know how
I'm gonna make it
I'm going crazy
But maybe somehow
You can find your way
Find your way back to me

It's just so hard to face
I lost you
why'd I throw your heart away
Now I'm going down
Like I'm on the ground
I lost you, I lost you

I'm sitting here wishing I could change the past
Knowing deep inside can't get my baby back
I lost you, I lost you
(and I cant stand the way)
I just cant stand the way that I lost you

It's just so hard to face
I lost you Why'd I throw your heart away
Now I'm going down
Like I'm on the ground
I lost you, I lost you...

23/05. Swimming @ Sengkang.

2009-05-24T18:36:00.002+08:00

21/05. Bag Hunting @ Fareast.

2009-05-24T18:35:00.000+08:00

20/05. Soccer Match.

2009-05-24T09:42:00.013+08:00

E to the D to the W to the I to the N!!!!!

2009-05-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

thursday,went Far East hunting for bags.
after hours,ama and i finally found a nice limited edition bag.
price was affordable too! great deal!!!!!!! :D

friday,kinda feeling very down.
since it was the 22nd. lots of things running in my mind.
after school,went to look for miss chan.
i'm gg to TBG CONCERT 2009,man!!!! can't wait! :D

a big thank you to LEE YAN TING who turned the whole mood around.
EDWIN GOH WAS OUTSIDE OUR SCHOOOOOOL!!!!!!!!!
AND I SAID HELLO,BYEBYE,AND EVEN SMILED TO HIM!!!!!
AND HE LIVES NEAR YANTING WHICH IS LIKE NEAR ME!!!!!
OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!! I'M GOING GAGAAA!!!!!!!!!!
heh. ignore me,please.

today,wanted to go plaza sing for fighting spider's roadshow.
but ama had tuition so gave it a miss. Awwww. :'(
met her at Kovan at about 4,thn headed to Sengkang to swim.
walked past the park again........ and broke down...........
:'(

pictures in next post.

White and Blue won the game.

2009-05-21T14:52:00.003+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS BOWEN SOCCER GIRLS,
FOR QUALIFYING IN THE FINALS!!!!!!!

I know who's American Idol alr.
Shall not spoil th whole suspense! Rmbr to catch it.

moooooooooooooooooody.
tml's 22nd. sighs. another 22nd.
5 more days and it's 26th. sighs. sighs. sighs.

-

2009-05-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

i don't treasure/cherish you as much as before.
fullstop.

18/05. Outing With Brother.

2009-05-18T23:59:00.005+08:00

18/05. Amiko's Place,

2009-05-18T23:39:00.004+08:00

16/05.

2009-05-18T22:50:00.003+08:00

You can run,but you can't hide.

2009-05-18T22:04:00.002+08:00

On Saturday,went out with a group of people.
Supported SYNCREW @ some place.
Awesome gig,the best so far.
Honestly.

Brother fetched me ytd night.
He sped down th whole highway.
The air was cool,the night was peaceful.
Was really in a mood of crying but controlled.
There was really something bothering me but then again,
i don't know what!!!!!!!

I felt like as though I was running away from all my problems here,
starting a new life in Jurong.

Woke up early in the morning today and head to Sunset Way.
Spent some time there and headed for breakfast @ KFC.
YES,KFC HAS BREAKFAST!!!! They have it in Jurong. Lol.
Am I slow or what? But seriously,Mcdonald's breakfast is better.

Headed home awhile and then went out to meet Cherry,Clara&Brenda.
Head down to Chua Chu Kang. Then to Amiko's place.
Camwhored. And watched survivor together.
J.T. WON!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
I really miss them. A pity Jacqueline wasn't around.

Left home at about 1930.
All the way back,felt like crying....
I'm coming back to my problems again.
There's no way out for me.....................................

Loads of pictures taken.
Will upload them someday....

Passion fashion.

2009-05-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

i super miss d-a-n-c-e.

It's like picking up money on the floor.

2009-05-14T18:09:00.003+08:00

kinda cleared my cupboard.
now it's spic-and-span. like seriousssssly!
i wonder how many papers did i just threw it in there.

and i found like 100$ in a notebook which i was about to throw.
-__________________- LUCKY BODOH.
that's like 10days of my daily allowance-_-

Let the painkillers do their thing.

2009-05-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

chem paper's tml and i have been sleeping throughout the day!
my head was killing me!!!!!!!!!

halfway through the Science Paper 1 tdy,i fell asleep!
and when i woke up,i was feeling so giddy.
it felt as though mr.terence was walking with his head!
-______- and now i'm sneezing like 789456 times.

4 words.

2009-05-13T22:47:00.001+08:00

A Waste Of Time.

Heaving a big sigh every single day.

2009-05-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

lazy to update!
will be on hiatus,most probably.

i'm happy tammy&victor won the amazing race.
michelle chia and shaun chen's marriage was awww.
i'm sad ai jiu zai yi qi has ended!!!!!!!!!!!!
the ending was sweet! i cried like 156748652647 times.

i totally broke down yesterday.
many things were running through my mind over and over again.
like a record set on replay. sighhhhhhhhhs.

mothers' day. cooked breakfast for mummy.
it was edible,alright! heh.
i owe granny fried oyster sauce mushroom.
haven't been cooking that for years. hopefully it's as good.

my brother's getting engaged next month.
US trip he promised will be postponed.
marriage comes first,i supposed? sighhhhhhhhhs.
maybe i should save money myself. which will take ages!

there's just something not right.
but i can't tell what it is..................................................

P-h-o-t-o-s.

2009-05-08T18:15:00.002+08:00

some photos taken recently.

Updates.

2009-05-08T18:04:00.002+08:00

social studies paper was alright.
upon receiving the paper,the first thing i did was to check out section B.
BONDING SINGAPORE IS TESTED!!!!!!
i felt like jumping for joy cause that was the topic i studied thoroughly!

very well-prepared to fail geography though.
poor husband. 25 marks gone as he did 2 questions of section A.
a-maths paper was... maybe a borderline pass? borderline fail?
didn't study for this 2 papers. i stoned upon looking at section B
for geography.

no more temperature taking exercise! wheeeeeeee.
if you weren't updated yet,i'm no longer contactable by 8289....
my new number is 9727.... ask me for the last 4 digit if you want.

remember him?

after 754536713487923 months,
MAS SELAMAT IS FINALLY ARRESTED!

I never thought.

2009-05-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

Just an ordinary day, started out the same old way
But when I looked into your eyes, right then I knew I’d found the one
When I saw you smile at me, I felt the quivering through my knees
All along I knew someday, I’d give my heart to someone just like you

Baby, everyday has always been the same thing till you came along
Now it’s amazing, what pleasant change
A thousand words I still can’t explain

Chorus:
I never thought I’d be in love, in love like this
I never though I’d be a fool just for one kiss
I never thought that I’d be here with someone like you
Never thought that I would be in love, the way that I do

Bridge:
Here I am still around and wonder
How did I make it without you
Like a fairy tale that has just came true
I’m so in love with you

When periods are freeeeeeeee.

2009-05-05T21:46:00.004+08:00

i supposed,it was a wasted trip to school today!
lots and lots of freeeeeeee periods.
there wasn't any assemblies,so alr 2 periods free.
then it was chemistry. well,he wasn't teaching? another 2 free periods.
then it was english. mr.terence wasn't in school.
that's another 4 free periods. ending off with another 2 periods,physics.
pretty slack today. oh wait,VERY slack!

a camera can always kill boredom,especially when you have 8 free periods!
so here goes,lots of names and candids involved!

countless number of sleeping too(!!!!)

fighting spiders today was awesome!
edwin goh is super cute la. especially when he smiles,showing off his dimples!
i sacrificed my time at the study room just for him,okay!
(laughs)

Moment of Truth.

2009-05-01T23:13:00.009+08:00

a day out with amalina was fun!
headed to marina barrage,then to plaza sing for dinner.
SUPER FUN AND EVIL,mocking at people and stuffs. *hint*
but hey,for the sake of OUR HAPPINESS,why not?
we laughed alot,and sure did have lots of fun!
I LOVE AMALINA KOTHARISA!

This bullshit is bananas,b-a-n-a-n-a-s.

2009-04-30T21:30:00.004+08:00

i can't take it anymore. so many things happening at a time.
my heart hurts to see me trying to be happy.
hurts to see my bestfriend being irritated and sad.
hurts to see clique not united.
hurts to see you with her of all people.
hurts to see him with her of all people.
hurts to see everyone being happy.
hurts to see my brother being controlled by parents.
hurts to see everyone changing.

and irritated to see more bullshits.
helping? or are you making the matter worse?
it's selfish to think of your own happiness.
don't you have a thought for others?
first,you act as if you're trying your best to help them.
then,you keep going out with him and stuffs.
if you want to get close to him,gain his love,
why bother to act as if you're trying your best to help?
if you want to spend more loving time with him,
why bother saying to try to solve the matter?
i don't know what to do already.
i don't know what to say.
B-A-N-A-N-A-S la.

Pictures of you,pictures of me.

2009-04-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

It's all going down.

2009-04-29T21:57:00.004+08:00

i'm not blind. i saw everything. i'm sick,i'm tired.
even to open my mouth and talk,i find it difficult.
i don't want to bother. but i can't stop bothering.
couldn't concentrate on English paper.
super prepared to flunk it.

i feel so fucked up. i feel like ending it all.

you upset my bestfriend,you're hell.
such a faker. as though you loved her so much,
and what's happening now? bullshit,the word for you.

It's an affair with the papers now!

2009-04-27T06:38:00.004+08:00

weekends spent by studying!
i realized how days feel longer when you're studying.
well,advices to the current secondary3 pupils!
get your notes for this year's topics done,or else you'll be rushing
to complete them the next year!!!!!!!!!!
apparently,that's what I'm facing now.
finding notes like as if it's my source of survival!

malay paper's tomorrow and i've not revised peribahasa!
gosh. english paper the next day. i've not revised the formats!
i've been doing so much revision that I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOMEWORKS!
good game.

Touched by that beautiful voice.

2009-04-26T00:10:00.002+08:00

just finished watching Les Choristes.
watched it 2 years back when Ms.Teng showed us during Music.
reaaaaaally loved it,just the same 2 years back.

suuuuuuuuperb,and i'm lost for words.
have been doing some self-revising but hey! my homeworks ...
I HAVEN'T TOUCH THEM YET! well,besides malay.....

A picture speaks a thousand words,

2009-04-24T23:28:00.000+08:00

Http://facebook.com, search for Sharz Tan for more photos!
A big thank you to these people for the wonderful outing!
Thank you Mr.Terence for the pizza hut treat! :D

Don't stress,just take it to the left.

2009-04-24T23:08:00.001+08:00

well,yesterday marked the end of my performance life in bowen.
no more performances for me now! it's all affairs with the books!
surely had an awesome time during syf closure. danced my heart out!
last performance with these lovely girls. though it's been only a year,
it's still a journey that i will never forget!

silver is what we achieved for syf.
but in each of everyone's hearts,we are girls of gold!
i love Bowen Dance Club(BDC),aka Ben Dan Club,SuperWack,
dearest Miss Chan & RYAN WHO IS STILL STAYING(!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

anyway,i've been starting to read books to improve my English.
well,for malay..... there's like 10 sets of paper 2 waiting for me.
and i have to at least finish up 5 sets by monday. G-O-S-H.
MALAY IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 little rascals

2009-04-23T06:41:00.005+08:00

yesterday was really tiring! running around school chasing 2 rascals!
whatever for? they took either felicia's wallet or mine and ran!
so we chased after them. it's either we're old or they're too hyped up!

at the end of the battle,we won! they surrendered. watch this:

i have two words to say! ABSOLUTELY C-U-T-E!!!!!
in order to have his watch back,we made BOTH of them to have some manners!
Cindy jiejie ... plOx! with a cuuuute hand gesture!

Soon,it will be our time to rock the stage.

2009-04-15T19:26:00.003+08:00

Fighting Spiders yesterday was gosh,cuuuute! Haha.
Didn't really enjoyed Red Threat though. Not my cup of tea,I supposed.

SYF IS TOMORRRROW! Thanks everyone for your wishes!
I will do my very very very very very best,with all of you in mind!
Awwwww,ain't I sweet? Haha! I hope it'll be a Gold.

Get well soon,my dear Gail. Hope to see you back in school soon,eh!
Drink lots and lots of water! Take medicine if there's a need,okay!

Speech Day on Saturday! Aisyah will be up on stage as a prize winner!
Going to scream my lungs out for her! Don't worry boys!
SuperWack is not forgotten! Shall scream out loud for you guys too!
Lots of improvement seen compared to the competition's.
Movements are neater! And energy is slightly better! Good job!

*picture not available*
Happy 16th Birthday to Khalid!
Hope you like my gift(?)!

Because it's not all about sex.

2009-04-14T19:23:00.006+08:00

Today had been a tiring day. Energy level droppedcompared to yesterday.
Sexual talk during assembly freak me out. It made me broke into tears.
D-I-S-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!!!!!! Why must there be so many sex talks? Gosh.

I was totally dead during English. Sighs. One more day of torture!
Torturous dance practice,i mean. Thursday is the day! It shall be my best!
First time being the main dancer. I hope it'll be a gooooood one!!!

Oh,Red Threat & Fighting Spiders will be telecasting today?!
Hooooooray! There's Julian Hee in Red Threat! He's drop-dead-gorgeous!
Also,the thin chinese guy in Fighting Spiders looks like the Tanglin guy!!
Oh gosh,hints to BDC! I'm sure you know which guy I'm talking about!
By hook or by crook,I have to catch them later! *jumping around,excited*

JeeeeeoJeeeeo's haircut looked like Chen MoMo's hair in ToGetHer.
Very nice to play though! Heh. Don't worry,it's kawaii,not!

Happy 16th birthday to Leon Chia.
Hope you like my gift!

There can be miracles when you believe.

2009-04-13T19:21:00.003+08:00

Today is such an AAAAAwesome day! What's with the AAAAAs? *winks*
Despite sleeping @ 3 last night due to massive incomplete homeworks,
my energy level is pretty high today! I'm so proud of myself!
During PE, did 3 of the NAPFA 5 stations;
Standing Board Jump,Inclined Pull Ups,4x10m Shuttle Run.
Miraculously with these short legs,i got 184!!! AND IT'S AN A!!!
Inclined Pull Ups,i dislike,but fortunately,it's inclined! Poor boys.
Didn't think i could pass over 25,but i did about 30!! ANOTHER A!!!
4x10m run was funny! After running 10m,i couldn't reach the shuttlecock.
Kevin Lim was laughing at me(!!!) At an instant,i asked for a rerun.
I dashed,but wasn't my best. 10.5s was my timing. IT'S ANOTHER A!!!
During English,received our Summary Test. I thought i would fail.
But I,together with Suffian,got highest in class,19/25. ASTONISHING!!!

There goes all the As for today. However,Milo was against me today!
While throwing my plastic bag full of rubbish into the bin,
a splash of Milo instantly splashed onto my leg!!!!
Grrrrr. Apparently there was someone who didn't finish up her drink!!!!
During break,I was queuing up for Milo at the drink stalls,
I was standing on a small puddle of Milo!
Grrrr,fortunately,i didn't spill the drink on me!

And i'm still vexed with the winning of Jarod's title as Campus Superstar!
I still think Jia Min deserves it more than he does! Grrrrr.

Benjamin smacked me hard on my back today and boy it hurts like fuck!
I'm not an unliving thing you can smack on like you dont give a damn!
Yikessssssss! Freak freak freak freak freak freak freak you.

Oh,did I mention,the new EZ-Link Card is uggggglyyyyy!
And SYF is 3 days away! Damn.I don't think i'm prepared for it!!!!!
Mid-years exams are around the corner! I don't think i'm ready!!!!
So many things to do,so little time!!!!! Gosh,so mary-kate and ashley thing.
But I'm sure if i believe i can,then i can!!

Campus superstar has unqualified judges!

2009-04-12T21:39:00.004+08:00

Gosh,what's up with the judges?
Ai Jia deserves to be in the top 2,yes. But Jarod?
I think Jia Min deserves it better.
Jarod is like the pirated version of Shawn Tok.
Yes,no doubt he's a cute, good looking boy.
But the competition isn't about looks? Wrong competition! -____-
Whatever,Jia Min seriously deserve better. And i was rooting for Jia Min!
I hope Ai Jia wins now. Pirated Shawn Tok(s) no more!

An unusual big appetite.

2009-04-12T20:43:00.007+08:00

Didn't head to Marina Barrage. Went Kallang instead.
Well,supposed to study but it wasn't convenient.
Anyway,had dinner @ Leisure Park's Pastamania.
Had a big big big big big appetite!
Ate Potato Salad as an appetizer,Cheese Sausage Pasta for main dish,with Combo C(Ice Lemon Tea & Garlic Bread), 7-inch Unagi Supreme Pizza!
On any other trips to Pastamania,I could hardly even finish the main dish!
Decided to just head home since there was an event at the Indoor Stadium.

Sense of accomplishment.

2009-04-12T17:58:00.001+08:00

Finally done with this skin.
Pretty lazy to browse through blogskins,
therefore decided to just have a go with the templates.
Kinda authentic,don't you think.
Got to rush,my brother's waiting downstairs.
Heading for dinner then maybe to marina barrage.

Paid off efforts.

2009-04-10T20:44:00.004+08:00

Congratulations Indian Dance for the Gold.
Congratulations Band for the Silver.
Congratulations Malay Dance for the Silver.

2009-04-10T20:39:00.001+08:00

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on
I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

Chorus
I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

2009-04-10T20:17:00.003+08:00

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Cheeks.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Still early. Lol.
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
- 4E6! :D
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoilt?
- Heh.
5: Would you ever donate blood?
- I would like to but those injections freak me out!
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- Used to. :(
7: Do you want someone dead?
- Not for now.
8: What does your last text message say?
- Shall not type it out.
9:What are you thinking of right now?
- Where's the rain? I want to play in the rainnn!
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
- Hais. Someone? Maybe?
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 12+
12:Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Forgot alr. Lol.
13: Is someone on your mind right now?
- Yeah.
14: Who was the last person to text you?
- Someone.
15: 10 people tagged to do this quiz:

1. Amalina.
2. Angeline.
3. Dawn.
4. Felicia.
5. Aisyah.
6. Rouhui.
7. Christin.
8. Gail.
9. Raihan.
10. Zien.

16: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
- Not in a relationship.
17: Is 3 a male or a female?
- Feeeeeeemale.
18: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
- I don't encourage lesbian.
19: What is Number 1 studying about?
- Romeo and Juliet! HAHAHA.
20: Is Number 4 single?
- Yeah.
21: Say something about Number 2?
- An-zhe-li-la. :D
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
- They broke up because of me! Haha.
23: Describe Number 9.
- Sweeet girl.
24. What'll you do if 6 & 7 fight?
- They won't.
25: Do you like Number 8?
- Yeah!

2009-04-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

9 MORE DAYS.
i'm frigging nervous.
hope it'll be a gold.

2009-04-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

just in case you guys weren't updated,
i'm contactable agn:D

2009-04-02T19:40:00.001+08:00

i wish everyday is 22/02/09.
hais.

2009-04-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

broke down ytd and tdy.
hais. i want to get over this as soon as i can,
heart hurts like fuck.
swearing non stop like fuck.
fuck mood like fuck.
fuck!

related lyrics.
:(

2009-03-31T06:33:00.002+08:00

(Y)
i finally passed my 2.4 run!
16:40:D
i don't know how i got a bronze last year
but hey! it's my first time passing my run!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

dearest jeeeeeojeeeo girlf nd i had some violent fun during break!
and it rly rly rly rly cheered me up!
thanks girl:D

had great time ytd after dance with Roxanne & Afiqah.
laugheddddd alotttttt.
pssssst!
*secret*
:D

(N)
my phone's frrrrrriggggging an ass!
i couldn't charge it to recover!
I CAN'T EVEN SWITCH IT ON!
everytime i thot it's charged,
it goes back to empty agn!
FUCK.
so,i'm currently
UNCONTACTABLE:(

maybe the only way not to miss you
is to treat you as friends.
but on the other hand,
treating you as friends hurts.
f laaaa. i rly don't kno wht to do.

2009-03-29T20:07:00.001+08:00

thanks mr.terence for this video.
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!

2009-03-29T17:10:00.002+08:00

was watching witch yoo hee.
watched it last year,or mayb 2 years ago.
but they encored it so decided to catch it agn.
blog song changed. witch yoo hee ost.

english translation:
the blue sky is blinding
my heart hurts for some reason
dew drops formed in my eyes
without me knowing.
in my imagination
it feels like you're getting closer to me
i've been waiting for you,
i don't know since when.

i still don't know love,
i don't know who you are.
when will love come to me?
i'm waiting for your love.
can't you get a little
close to me
my love, baby, my sweetheart.

all those other people
how can they think of love?
am i the only one
who doesn't know how?
very warm and comfortable
and sometimes sweet
with such love you were always with me

i think about it
when i see you being so happy
and say i love you a thousand times a day
i wondered when and how
love would come to me
it was already here,
ever since i knew you.

there was a place for you
in my heart
i was born to be
with you
if you come to me,
our time together from this point on,
will be a dream,
my love.

say awwwwwwwwww!
sighs. i can't help but miss you.
:(

2009-03-28T20:43:00.003+08:00

earth hour conversation with my parents:

*dad opened th door*
dad: why are you in th dark?
me: EARTH HOUR!
dad: wow,since whn do you bother,HUH?
me: heh,tryin' to help abit here!
*went over to mum's room*
me: mummy,switch off th lights! *switch off*
mum: ehhhhh! i cnt see la! ON ON ON!
me: NO! don't! EARTH HOUR MUMMY!
mum: smart uh! we're gg out. i'll switch them off. I DARE YOU.
me: EHHH NO NO NO! SWITCH THEM ON!

kinda cheer me up a little though.
home alone. room in darkness.
living room in brightness! haha.

2009-03-22T22:51:00.005+08:00

22nd march.
spent the afternoon with my mugger:D
wanted to go for a swim but decided not to.
there'll be dance everyday this week,except wednesday.
shall not torture myself with another swim tdy.

this is me.

i was kicked.

so i kicked her back.

i was punched.

i gave up and let her win this time.

but she shot me in the head.

i had fun though.

before the sun sets.

1 hour and 50 minutes more before 23/03.
i shall try to forget you with more effort when the clock strikes 12.
if you can,i can too,manxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz!

2009-03-22T11:52:00.007+08:00

ytd went to support SuperWack.

they did their best,and it was the best we've seen!
g-double o-b-j-o-b! :D
spent lots of time with BDC:D

1 month ago.
bring me back ther,please:(

2009-03-21T08:35:00.002+08:00

SuperWack is performin' tdy!
'm definitely gg to support!
GO SUPERWACK!
:D

best wishes to:
Shijing,Jixiang,Kevin,Wisman,Yixiong,Taiheng,
Keith,Edwin,Desmond,Zhongkang!
i hope i didn't miss anyone out:D

2009-03-20T23:24:00.004+08:00

in a blink,the holidays will be goneeeee!
didn't spend much time out shoppin/havin fun this time.
lesser time spent with amalina and clique.
awwww. but got to meet amalina tdy and ytd!
met up for swimming ytd! wheeeets.
had malay class in the morning.
went swimming thn tuition at night! WOW.
lucky me,i didn't die during tuition:D
here are some photos taken after swimming!

220209.
22 days since you left.
i miss you.

2009-03-18T18:02:00.005+08:00

22/02,whn it all started.

the rainbow.

a big thank you to nuer for your hugs.
it made me feel much better tht day.

each day,i think more and more of you.
shouldn't i be forgetting you?
sighs. no matter how they criticized you,
i still can't get a way to hate you.
yet,i'm still in the 4 days.
irrrrrrrrrrrrrmy:(

2009-03-15T22:11:00.001+08:00

I m' siao_norvan says: (10:10:02 PM)
mummy
I m' siao_norvan says: (10:10:11 PM)
never blog abt erzi uhs
I m' siao_norvan says: (10:10:14 PM)
):

so here i am,blogging just for my erzi.
MUMMY LOVES ERZI!
:D

2009-03-14T20:38:00.004+08:00

yes,sharz is back with a new skin!
my comp is finally fixed,all my files are gone though:(
photos,songs,documents,memories since 2006,all gone! :(
my internet problem was just due to a wrongly keyed password
tht i did not take notice of! -____-

one week holiday is not a holiday for me!
Social Studies class on Monday,
Dance on Tuesday.
Ushering(?) on Wednesday,
Malay class on Thursday,
Dance on Friday,
Tuition on Saturday.

can i cry? why is 2009 such a busy year:(
don't bother asking about common test.
failed 3 subjects! brother's angry with me.
i know i haven't been putting in much effort this year.
i can't slack! someone,give me a tight slap!

a big thank you to everyone for your Get Well Soon wishes:D
and also for your care and concern.
this is especially for Clique!
i would also like to wish
GET WELL SOON TO ZHU ZHENG'AN(ZZA)!!!!

ending post with blog song's translated lyrics:
your reply is in a mess
at this moment in time,
i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain,
the sweetness is scattered.

a mysterious tugging of my emotions
i'm still loving you.
but you continued singing
pretending that nothing has happened.

time has passed and left,
love is faced with a choice.
you've become cold and i've cried
the unhappiness you felt when you left,
you just wrote them down on a card.
sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful.

what happened, you're tired, where is the happiness that we agreed on?
i understand, don't say anymore, love has weakened, my dreams have drifted.
being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it.
those feelings of loving were way too deep, i can still remember them.

you're not waiting anymore, wheres the happiness that we agreed on?
i was wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, we've regretted.
only that musical box of memories still continue to turn,
how can it be stopped?

sad song,isn't it? sighs.
i have some pictures not uploaded yet.
shall post them some day.
bye.

to lcts:
i rly rly miss you.
how i wish i have a time machine.
i would make sure the 4 days will last for my whole life.
it was those days when i rly smiled my real smile.
it was those days when i laughed happily.
it was those days when i felt blissful.
it was those days when i felt love.
it was those days tht i rly enjoy myself no matter how tired i was.
i know i wasn't a good girlf.
you woke up early to fetch me at kovan,
just to have breakfast eventhough it was a monday.
you didn't mind climbing the over-head bridge twice in the morning.
you fetched me after dance and accompanied me until i head for tuition.
you insisted on sending me home eventhough you were meeting your friends
and had to walk back to the same place we came from.
but wht have i done for you? nothing.
when you were sad because you failed your maths,
you wanted me to go pasir ris beach with you. but did i?
did i randomly text you just to say i miss you like you always do?
did i take the initiative to meet you at anytime?
was i ever early in meeting you?
i haven't been a good girlf. i finally understand why you left.
i'm sorry. now tht we're just strangers,
i have nothing to say but
i miss your presence.

2009-03-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

finally can use comp le.
i traveled all the way to jurong for this,oky!
heh,i was joking of course.
sent my Macintosh here for them to send to repair.
hopefully it can be repaired! heh.
gg off soon to meet fel,domo & bear @ kovan mac's.
have to travel ther agn.
gtg. byebyeeeeee.
:D

2009-03-05T14:35:00.005+08:00

my computer crasheddddd!

'm currently in sku now,waitin' for 1530.

thn i shall danceeeeee. i hope everyone will be doin' better tdy.

heh,i have my girlf on my left and my niuniu on my right:D

it's been quite some time since 've last touched my Macintosh:(

results are like shitttttttttttttt.

failed almost all of the subjects:(

oh yeah! norvan is my erziiiiiiiiiii!

dawn pang is still my nuerrrrrrrr.

sorry hai zi men,no papa! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA!

i miss you,badly.

i thot you were rly serious.

i was abt to give my all,but you blew it away.

i was super happy in the park,rainbow over us,

walkin' with YOU. only YOU. i super miss you,badly:(

2009-02-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

:(

i think i'm a jinx.

2009-02-25T19:21:00.003+08:00

had emaths paper tdy.
andrew yeo returned our papers during emaths lesson.
can you believe ittt?! super fast lah.
did pretty good,i guess. but could have gotten full marks,
CARELESS MISTAKE LAAAAA:(
47/50. Heh!
tml's amaths. 'm definitely not prepared:X